Feral Soul

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To me the universe is a giant spectrum of greys (and many, many colors

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The Sociopath & You

Trigger warnings.... Sadly, I grew up with a sociopath.  Then I went on to marry one (or maybe more, the jury is still out on a few relationships).  Once I managed to remove the abuser from my current life (as... Continue Reading →


Probably some triggers - be warned It's I guess.  I have to "tell" (translated...send an email since I cannot and will not have an actual conversation with the evil asshole) ea that money has changed (due to his failure... Continue Reading →

Social Obligations

Okay, it's that time of year in the US.  Holidays and the status quo to buy, do, visit; all encompassing "must" do's. In case it's not been clear thus far, I'm not overly thrilled by any kind of social mores... Continue Reading →

Asperger’s & Me

Relationships are challenging for anyone, but for someone on the spectrum...well, here's a few things that came to mind that I feel necessary to navigate those particular waters: Please explain things to me. What seems common sense to most may... Continue Reading →

Recurring Nightmare

Trigger warning - I don't recall the exact circumstances but the theme of them is that ea keeps forcing himself on me, at me, near me; words, physical, things, circumstances, ad infinitum.  But, the word "force" does resonate all too... Continue Reading →

Permission to Self

I am allowed to recognize my own struggle and my own burdens as real and legitimate. 


My life has been weird to say the least. But, of late, I’m having a few questions in the realm of my own interference in how the universe handles those “bad” people. It has come to my attention that maybe,... Continue Reading →

The Authentic Self

Trigger Warnings - I was watching another Spartan Life Coach video.  The topic of the self came up.  The authentic self after life-long abuse.  I can say with all certainty that who you really are, if you've lived a life... Continue Reading →

Nightmares Made Real

Trigger warnings - I woke and was relatively rested.  But something just hung in the air.  I couldn't shake it.  Everything felt off.  Then I remembered; the nightmare.  And it was so weird and yet...well... I was in my usual... Continue Reading →

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